bare tings, everythings gwarning

Oi it's soooo wonderful to be back blogging again. I wake up thinking about writing and sometimes I can't sleep cause I'm so excited to wake up and write lol.

I feel like I might leak my iPhone notes so you can really reallllllyyyy see what I'm writing but maybe that's toooo far right this second lmfao, let me ease you in!

Anyway, I woke up a couple of weeks ago and everything became clear in my head, I understood what I needed to do so clearly, I saw the vision, and it was a vision that was nothing like one I would have expected for myself. 

Now you know me, I got straight to work at making that vision a reality, even though it is super scary and it has so many areas of risk, uncertainty and newness. But it just MAKES SENSE. Like you know when something JUST MAKES SENSE?!?!?!

There have been obstacles thrown in my way and I'm like 'why is this happening, it's just complicating things', but I realised the universe is just tryna test if I truly want this. Wants to see if I am gangsta enough to follow through and see it out - whether it works or not. 

I know you're probably like 'what the helly' (it will all become clear next year) but everything that happens between now and then is just feeling so bleurghhhh, like what's the point, yknow? I don't mean like family/love stuff - that's a constant, but I mean like day to day runnings.

I've kinda just got into this cycle doing school run, gym, admin, school run and repeat and just sustaining things till my vision comes to life, but it's hard man. Cause I'm super gassed and excited about what I know lies ahead. 

There was a period of time where I got a little bit dark and mad at the world because I felt like 'why didn't I know this sooner? why didn't someone teach me this? In life I been teaching everyone else, but where has MY teacher been? Helping everyone else but where has MY help been?' y'know, but I got over that within about two weeks, cause the sad reality is 


No-one is coming to save you. Mad init??? I saved myself though (again) and I've made (and am making) major changes in my life to facilitate the next episode :D 

 One of the major changes I made is I am FINALLY A SLIMMERSSSS 🥳🥳🥳🥳 And don't hit me with no ozempic allegations either cause I been WORKING 💪 My rings are CLOSEDDDD. Purrrrr. 🐱



I'm averaging 1 hour 25 of active works outs per day, and of course I stopped eating avocado, which made SUCH a big difference to my life. Like the weight totally dropped off. 

All the people who keep messaging me talking about 'it's good fat', Good fat my back foot. 
It's fat and it made me fat, so NO THANK YOU PLS!!! 





LOOK AT MY POST-AVOCADO BODY 





KMT TALK TO ME NICE MAN. SERIOUS. 

I'm happy though, my weight had really been getting me down over the past say 5 years, it was capping my ability to be AN ABSOLUTE SEXY SYMBOL OH MY GOD. 

if you see me on Onlyfans, mind ya business. 

Love xx 


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